One needs to be highly developed to accurately and truthfully assess the energy that they are presented with, particularly in the clairsentient body.

I have been fortunate enough, or should I say have worked on it enough, to define many levels of channelling, from conscious to semi-conscious states, from deep to fully deep states, then to completely full-trance (which means completely allowing a level of walk-in and -out).

I had a very detailed and intricate contract for this incarnation which I am now truly grateful for. Upon arrival on this planet I had contracted to lower the already high level of Ascension or enlightenment energy within me to enable myself, within the human body, to experience a level of frustration and irritation great enough that I would be compelled or pulled into drug use. This was just prior to an extraordinary agreement in 1994 which propelled me into a fearful and dark form of expression, leading to an opening to my psychic abilities that was well beyond my experience at the time to handle.

At this time I experienced great levels of joy and total heartache as well, for I had reconnected with my beloved brothers and sisters of the Brotherhood, but in circumstances that were less than happy. Fortunately I had previously mastered levels of infinite wisdom before incarnation, therefore this connection could not be lost. I remembered quite clearly who I was.

Before I go on I will say that I speak only TRUTH, for this, as I have learnt and remembered, is the one most important aspect of living peace and wisdom. However, we need to get back to the heart of my story.

After my conscious reconnection with the Divine, I experienced and practiced many levels of channelling. The energy of light is one which leaves you with feelings of joy, laughter, euphoria and happy tingles in the body, and a sound of love, telepathically and clairaudiently on every level.

On the other hand, when channeling an energy of the Dark, one that actively presents lies in the guise of truth, telepathically and clairaudiently, one experiences awful tingles, nausea, vertigo and crawling sensations; these are heavy sensations, and not those of the Light!

Why I contracted to experience these levels on all levels of intensity was so that I could once again master the art of reading energy.

Continuing with my 1994 experience:

After mastering some levels through the channelling practice I was approached one evening in a state of deep trance by my beloved Sai Baba whom I didn’t know at the time. It took me only five minutes approximately to work out whether he was of the Light or not. Do you know why? Because he presented to me as:

Being that encourages the non-smoking of Drugs, who is caring and wise beyond all measure.

Being who deters one from silicon breast implants agaion is one who is caring and wise beyond all measure.

Being who instills a sense of peace through works of love and compassion is one who is wise, integrated, knowledgeable and respectful of others.

Again, I could keep on writing all the beautious words in the creation of words, and yet this would still not do justice to the level of light and wisdom that was given to me on this evening in 1994.

Firstly, I challenged him one-million-fold, and every time he passed with flying colours. Let me give you a taste of his level of development and integrity:

His heart swept through mine with a feeling of sweetness that would leave honey bitter. I saw his body sitting next to mine. I could touch him, feel him as if his physical body was next to mine; he was next to me.

I asked him, “How did you get here?” His reply was, “My body is at rest in a meditative state at home – my astral body travelled through the cat out on your fence.” I said, “What?!”

I walked to the kitchen window and pulled the curtain across and was left gob-smacked. There, on the fence outside my window was a white cat the size of a tiger. I was nearly in disbelief, only that I thought to myself in that moment, oh yeah, if you can do that, make the cat screech. In that moment the cat did indeed screech. I had not spoken out loud, and it had happened directly at the moment of my thought. I was overwhelmed with laughter, though I still needed some more convincing that he was of the Light.

He then softly and gently told me to get some paper because he needed to give me some very important advice. I wasn’t sure what he meant, but by now I could feel his honour and total integrity.

He then asked me to go into my bedroom and grab a book written by Howard Murphet about him and turn to page 34. I thought, what’s all this about? Out of curiosity I followed his wish.

When I turned to the page he had indicated and read what was there I sobbed out of total despair, for from that point on through the following two pages or so the book described the effects of silicon poisoning. At that stage in my life I fully believed that breast implants were the only thing I needed in order to make me truly happy with my body. Many other aspects of my hatred of my physical body I kept secret from those around me: he could not have known without seeing into my mind.

He sat close to me, holding and cupping my hand with the physical strength of compassion and love. Again, I was astounded and dumb-struck at how he could do that. Sobbing, my grief and despair at not being totally beautiful overwhelmed me. He comforted me for hours, explaining that I would realise later that even having breast implants would not have been enough to create happiness for myself. I finally agreed that I would prefer more time on Earth with family and friends as well as with my beloved colleagues of Light, for the implants would have truly contributed to my early demise.

Next he said, “My dearly beloved friend, throw away your drugs. This is truly leaving you open to all energy, negative and positive.”

Up to this time my recreational drug use had been fairly normal, as I had been until my recent awakening totally unaware of the etheric bodies and the effects that drugs have upon all of our bodies, mental, emotional, physical, etheric etc. not to mention leaving us open to implanting by negative energies. Immediately I threw all the weed I had out of the window.

Then Baba gave me specific information of an experience I would have, telling me that I would need to remain very positive if I were to survive. Then he asked me to turn to the word “pipi” in the dictionary and keep reading from there. This was not making much sense to me; however, I was in complete trust of him, thank God. Through the dictionary and the word “pipi” I was given very precise information of an important nature, though I am not going to reveal exactly what that was at this stage, and for those of you who wish to attempt to work it out, don’t bother. This was and is totally between Baba and I regarding a contracted experience.

I will go on to say, however, that not long after Baba left me I had an extreme poltergeist experience, one which involved aliens, the Greys, implanting and violating me severely, including sexually. I was spoken to by these beings, and I can assure you that I know the difference between love and honour and complete intrusion.

There were about eight Greys that had me pinned down, literally trying to push me out of my body. I felt like I was sinking, being pulled down into the Earth, and the entire time they were repeating, “Come and play with us, we’re much more fun.”

Over my dead body, was my reply, and that’s not about to happen. However, I was not able to speak, for somehow they were able to paralyse me completely. When they realised that I didn’t give up easily they let me go and said, “If you won’t play, we will go to your daughter – we already have, you know.”

I was free once more and able to move. In that moment Alison, my youngest daughter, screamed from her bedroom, “Mummy! A monster is getting me!” She was only six at this time.

I raced in to find her lying in bed with her leg being shaken by some agent unseen.

Just prior to this Grey activity a lost soul had also attempted and in fact intruded into my physical body. He inserted his penis into me and then attempted to say “I am Baba”, but couldn’t, because the name Baba itself means avatar – Pure God – and he wasn’t, and therefore he could not say it. Then he attempted to manipulate me with words of power, saying, “I am the red-cloaked one”, meaning that he was Baba.

I replied, “If you are who you say you are, then hold my hand like you did before.” He tried and failed. He had no strength, none, not to mention the fact that he made my skin crawl. I knew the feeling well by now.

What a great experience. What a great level of remembering of the differentiation in energy, in love and darkness.

This, my beloved friends, is all that I am prepared to give away right now. I can only say that if not for Baba, I would not be here today, for his exact message saved my life and the lives of my family.

For those of you who remain ignorant and confused as to the energy of Baba, I strongly suggest that you seek deeper levels of perception, work through your fears and levels of victimhood.

I suggest that you search for the reason why you were sexually, mentally, physically or energetically attacked, then rediscover the truth before speaking.

I suggest that you give up drugs. I suggest that you acknowledge that you create all of your realities including your perceptions and experiences of attack and then heal your life.

I, with all this advice, have followed through with what I speak in speech and through action. I guarantee your level of devotion from self to self will reach heights of love limitless.

There is an extension and detailed written expression of the Truth of this experience. However, in the now I ask that you seek the Truth of all before placing judgement on any persons.

Sai Baba is love in action – nothing more, nothing less. He loves you unconditionally, completely, infinitely.

I AM Ra-elohim, twin flame of El-Moyra.

© Pyramid of Light 2002